Queen's Log

Ah, well. I suppose it was to be expected that those portals wouldn't last. I am glad I didn't step through one.

Goodness! I shouldn't just forget about this journal like that. It's the only form of communication I have with some of you...

Getting turned into a thief was certainly an interesting experience. I seem to have... ah... acquired some things I didn't have before. And acquired they shall remain. They seem quite useful... This was certainly a beneficial chaos. Hahaha...

...Isn't the weather turning lovely?

((OOC: Gonna head out for a bit so I'll answer any possible replies when I get back. Sorry! DX))

It seems like all of this just keeps getting worse. This is the Dark God's doing no doubt.

I woke up this morning and my armor was not where I had left it after training. Not only that but my pegasus has gone missing. I was wearing a tunic with a cape and found myself suddenly in possession of a set of lock picks.

I'm... I'm a thief now. Oh dear Goddess...

Hm... What was wrong with me this past week? That was completely unlike me to be such a... coward! I feel ashamed of myself.

At least it could have been worse. Thankfully, I spent most of the time in my room and I did nothing I would regret later. It was certainly one of the better incidences of chaos for me.

Wh-what? I don't understand... What's going on? I feel so strange... And everyone seems to be acting so strange. I don't like this. People aren't acting right and someone said he was going to rule us all? B-but that's not nice! Everyone is free to not be ruled by evil dictators...

I'm scared of all that's going on. I... I think I'm going to cry!

These past few days have certainly been interesting... in a way. I got so caught up in my work I forgot about everything else. Haha... *embarrassed smile*

Regardless, summer has started. There is something about this season that I love so much. I'm not certain what though. Maybe it's the chaos in the castle...

I was turned into a child... It was so bizarre... though oddly carefree. Heh, I quite enjoyed not having to worry about anything.

But Duke Tanas... Ugh!


( Filtered to Self )

Oh, look! There's a pretty book! But i can only read a little of it...

Wait a minute... Um... where am I? This isn't home. Why don't my clothes fit?


Ehm, where are my mommy and daddy?! And Lucia and Geoff'ey?! Am I by myself? I can't even find my dollies! The ones without heads! Uh... Mommy?! *sniffs*

I managed to resist the temptation of doing one of these last time but... ah, I could not this time.





It's all quite funny, even if it is a bit disturbing.

Everything seems to be back to normal, or as normal as it will ever get. It's a relief to be back in my body.

Now I just have to ensure that the Heron Prince did nothing destructive while he was in my body.

I seem to be in Prince Lance's body. ...Well, I have endured being male once before, I will just have to do it again.

I'm not very... happy with this turn of events but I suppose it could have been much worse. With any luck this will not last too long.

*sighs*

I already miss the other one. At least he is slightly amusing at times.

Have the holidays really passed already? I can't believe it. They passed far too quickly. I never even left my room.

I notice I received a few presents. I especially like the present I received from Aesa. Thank you very much.

[Filter: Private]
My plans for the holidays? They did not exactly come out right. *sighs*

H-how could I? I was absolutely horrible towards everyone. I apologize everyone. I am truly sorry.

I am still irritated with the Dark God though.

( Filtered to Geoffrey )

...Has anyone seen Geoffrey? I asked him to get me something weeks ago and he has yet to come back. Hmph. Speaking of him, where in Ashera's name are Lucia and Bastian? They have just disappeared. Is there anyone even the slightest bit competent in this castle?!

Oh, they just make me so angry!

*huffs* I will be in my chambers. No one bother me.

((OOC: I'm really sorry if I don't get on much for what's left of the week. The family is coming... I'm pretty sure I'll be able to be around for most of the mini-plot though.))

I'm back to normal. Thank Ashera... I didn't how much more I would be able to take of being male. ...The twitching was beginning to get bothersome.

Ahem, I'm just glad everyone is back to normal.

So many people of our world, or whatever we should call it, have started using these journals. That's magnificent! I was feeling a bit lonely at first and was getting rather tired of being treated as if I wasn't acting like myself. I am sure this will be fun, or at least it will be for me.

The appearance of the Black Knight is very troubling, though. I am confident in the fact that he will not come here but I can't help but feel uneasy anyway with him alive.

Also, I can not understand how he and Greil are both alive. I would definitely like to find out how it was possible. The knowledge could be quite... useful.

This whole people-acting-strangely problem seems to have no solution yet. I have asked some people I trust about it, yet they seem to have no idea what can be causing it either. One of them did try to give a reason but I suspect he was lying. He kept talking about holes and wars... It all sounded completely ridiculous!

Ulki, have the arrangements to keep certain people away from you been successful?


[Filter: self]

Hmm, I am not quite sure of the state of my plans. I have had to completely rework some parts. Who would have guessed that some of the things I had planned were impossible for both beorc and laguz to do?

So I just got one of the "journals." It was a bit complicated at first, but I think I know how to use it now. Apparently, these things are public so I might have to be a bit careful with what I say. Or I could just be vague when writing of sensitive subjects. That sounds like a great idea! *maniacal laugh*

I've heard that some people have been acting strange lately. Why had I not noticed anything until now? Perhaps I have been spending too much time in my room. I should spend more time outside, starting today.